Rough week after the layoff, anyone else? after 17 years as a forklift operator

I have been out of work for 20 weeks and this week has been the hardest. I worked as a forklift operator before this. I do not want to burden my family. Did it pass?

I stopped looking at job sites after dinner. Evenings became mine again.

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