Low days while job hunting

I sent 15 applications and heard nothing back, and I am running low on energy. I would rather hear the honest version than the polite one. I am sleeping badly and snapping at people.

If you ever feel unsafe, please call or text 988 in the United States. There is help available at any hour.

Thanks for writing this out. I went through something close to it 10 months ago, and it settled down once I kept a simple log of every call and form.