How do you keep going after 7 rejections? after 7 years as a machine operator

I sent 7 applications and heard nothing back, and I am running low on energy. I do not usually post, so bear with me. I do not want to burden my family. Did it pass?

If you ever feel unsafe, please call or text 988 in the United States. There is help available at any hour.

Thanks for writing this out. I went through something close to it 12 months ago, and it got easier once I kept a simple log of every call and form.