How do you keep going after 15 rejections? (update)

I have been out of work for 17 weeks and this week has been the hardest. I do not usually post, so bear with me. I am sleeping badly and snapping at people. Did it pass?

Keep everything in writing and save the confirmation numbers. It saved me later.

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