How do you keep going after 14 rejections? after 14 years as a delivery driver

After a layoff as a delivery driver I am finding mornings difficult. I have read a lot of threads here and could not find my exact situation. I am sleeping badly and snapping at people. Is it worth talking to someone?

If you ever feel unsafe, please call or text 988 in the United States. There is help available at any hour.

I stopped looking at job sites after dinner. Evenings became mine again.