How do you keep going after 13 rejections?

After a layoff as an accountant I am finding mornings difficult. There are 13 people counting on me, so I am trying to be careful. I keep comparing myself with friends who are working. Is it worth talking to someone?

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I stopped looking at job sites after dinner. Evenings became mine again.