How do I tell my family about the layoff? after 13 years as a welding apprentice

I have been leaving the house at the same time each day so my kids do not notice. I worked as a welding apprentice before this. I feel ashamed even though the company cut a whole team. What did you say?

I told my partner the same evening with a simple plan: what happened, what I was doing and what I needed. It was a relief.