Mental health while out of work after 13 years as a payroll clerk

I miss my old team and the routine that came with being a payroll clerk. I do not usually post, so bear with me. I do not want to pretend I am fine. How do you ask friends for support?

If things feel unbearable, please call or text 988 in the United States at any hour.

Community mental-health services often have sliding-scale fees. I found mine through 211.